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// Friday, November 02, 2007  Stuffs that i composed....... Memories As I stare at the starry dark sky, Memories started to flood my mind, The good ones and the bad ones, The memorable and the unforgettable ones, All the memories I had sealed up in my mind I wonder where you are, what u are doing. All these questions seemed too late, As I lay on the vast grassy field, Accompanied with the embrace of the wind, Tears unconditionally trickled down my face, Tears that had been held back for so long, Tears that contained a forgotten memory, As each tear trickled to the ground, The trees were fed with a new memory, Whispering between the trees could be heard, Whispers unheard by the human ears, But I know these memories will last through time, Remembered by the trees and greeneries, That had once heard my troubles. Rainy days are when I think of you ------------------------------- I still remember the day when we first met, You approached me at where I was seated, The suspicion that was evident in your eyes, Awkwardness that was expressed through our actions, Smiles were exchanged for the sake of it, But never the both of us knew, It sparked off a new story, A story between a boy and girl, A story filled with emotions and love, It all started with a simple telephone call, A simple confession filled with sincerity, Which resulted in a premature commitment, Never did we know, It began as soon as it had ended, Love was sweet at first, We believed our love would never falter, But reality began to set in, The scene I would never forget, It happened on a rainy day, Your tearful face pleading me to let you go, Leaving me no choice but to comply, Many regrets, I remembered all the promises we made, Etched so vividly in my mind, The times we spend together, Ignorant of the people around us, Whispering sweet nothings, But all this came too late, I would never have u in my arms again, I tried all means to forget you, But whenever it rain, That familiar scene floods my mind, Tears came running down unexpectedly, Rainy days are when I think of you. Goodbye my love I will always remember, The shimmering aura of beauty that u portray, Catching my eyes on first sight, I knew it was love. But never i knew, It would be so deep. The good and the bad times thinking of u. The struggle i had inside that no one knew But for one thing i can assure, That i didnt regret loving u. But all fairytales have an ending, Perhaps we were not meant to be. Forgive me, for i am scared to lose u So in order to do so, I have to let u go. Goodbye my love........ Pain Should I let go?? My heart is aching, From these unknown pain, A pain that I can no longer comprehend, The tightness felt in my chest, Is this blood I am tasting, My vision is blurring, Darkness is all I see, A slight silhouette slowly emerging, A sense of familiarity so overwhelming, That causes my pain to vanish in an instant, To see you yearning for another, I guess i have to let you go, For your happiness is all that matters. The will to live Watching u from afar, Am i of existence to you, Dying to know you more, But fear is always daunting me, Will i have the fate, To have you here with me, Wishing, hoping, wondering, With all the angels watching, Giving me the hope i need, I guess we aint meant to be, All the times i had with you, All the laughters we had, Was just some standard routine, I can feel the distance even though, We are next to each other, For fairytales dont exist in our world, So i guess things dont always dont go our way, But i will keep this loveas it gives me existence, And the will to live on. |
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